| Sunday, May 22nd, 2005 |
| 2:24 am |
i dont know about the rest of you, but im so fucking tired of reading people's "oh the world hates me, show me sympathy" fucking entries. yea i havent wrote in this forever. yea ive even had my own random emo posts. but if all you do is write about how much your fucking life sucks, then why dont you go outback and put a shotgun down your throat and pull the fucking trigger. life aint that bad. you reap what you sew. if your life sucks donkey dick, look at your actions - your more then likely the cause of excessive and constant drama. die. <3 Current Mood: happy |
| Tuesday, December 21st, 2004 |
| 2:15 pm |
put it to the test
so much been going on lately, havent been able to write. overall im doing well. jackie said the gas chamber at basic training was better then me dutch ovening her last night. im stoked. <3 Current Mood: Proud |
| Saturday, November 27th, 2004 |
| 9:30 pm |
i don't feel like im doing anything with my life i seriously want to take a break and move on to something new something with more potential <3 Current Mood: blah |
| Thursday, November 11th, 2004 |
| 2:36 pm |
burnt out. not doing good in school. seriously considering taking a year off, enlisting and going to AIT. thoughts? <3 Current Mood: tired |
| Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004 |
| 3:06 pm |
here's my the cliff notes -think im getting sick, hope not, but we'll see. oh well, being sick is a luxury i dont have. -got FTX this weekend. should be good training, in theory. -jackie > everyone else -not doing so good in regards to classes lately. lets see if i can salvage this semester. -i really, really feel like shit. <3 Current Mood: tired |
| Friday, October 29th, 2004 |
| 5:24 am |
how ya like it
halloween offically starts today at 5pm. stoked. k-dizzle and co. comes up today. thats whats up. i've got a surprise tonight for my favorite. <3 Current Mood: fucking stoked |
| Tuesday, October 26th, 2004 |
| 9:24 am |
i told her id do it last night when we were all getting wasted upstairs, so this entry goes out to my newest loyal readier ... Ali H! <3 Current Mood: okay |
| Sunday, October 24th, 2004 |
| 8:56 pm |
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| Friday, October 22nd, 2004 |
| 6:59 am |
ive seriously have got to stop drinking the night before PT <3 Current Mood: like death |
| Tuesday, October 5th, 2004 |
| 3:10 pm |
lately i've had a real big urge to get ink done. a lot of ink. i'll keep you updated as i browse around and come to a conclusion. <3 Current Mood: stoked |
| 2:23 pm |
The ARNG owe's roughly about 700 bucks. Havent seen a penny of it. weak. <3 Current Mood: poor |
| Monday, October 4th, 2004 |
| 6:27 pm |
been havin some really, really weird dreams lately. <3 Current Mood: busy |
| Monday, September 27th, 2004 |
| 2:46 pm |
so which to write, and i've got a class in 10 minutes. lets see if i can't give a quick recap. -still uber fucking busy. missed both my classes today because i oversleep -PT is going great, i ran a new personal best (14:30), but IT'S STILL NOT GOOD ENOUGH. Won't stop untill I increase my score by at least 70 points. -meg out. heather in. <3 -my kitten (who still remains un named), still fucking rocks. till he decides that he wants to nibble on my ear while i'm asleep ... fucker. -the new pledges are great -i get to quallify on the m249 this weekend. stoked. -starting to slip in my grades, but its still early so i can recover if i get my head out of my ass. -got a new phone, stoked, since i broke my old one and was without for about a week. never felt so naked before. -internet at my crib is still down, no promises on when that'll be back up. thats about all i have time for. <3 Current Mood: indescribable |
| Thursday, September 23rd, 2004 |
| 2:43 pm |
i a got a kitten and he's fucking cool as shit. <3 Current Mood: stoked |
| Friday, September 10th, 2004 |
| 8:26 am |
Menuetto
all that work, and i fell just short. fuck the world. <3 Current Mood: disappointed |
| Tuesday, August 31st, 2004 |
| 11:27 pm |
busy.confused.comtemplative.crushed.depr essed.determined.distressed.drained.envo us. exhausted.frustrated.gloomy.groggy.hunge ry.jealous.lonely.nervous.nostalgic. numb.pensive.pessimistic.restless.rushed.s cared.schocked.sleepy.sore.stressed. tired.uncomfortable.worried. one wasnt good enough. that about sums up my life lately. keep you posted. <3 |
| Wednesday, August 25th, 2004 |
| 10:22 pm |
i was relaxing for a second today, watching a lil tv around 6 oclock. forget all the shit i had to get done, i passed the fuck out till about 10 minutes ago. my phone was 6 inches from my face on loud, and i never heard it ring. rest of the year better not be like this. PT hasnt even started. <3 Current Mood: crappy |
| Sunday, August 15th, 2004 |
| 9:46 am |
i shouldnt of had that 40 of steel last night <3 Current Mood: nauseated |
| Sunday, July 25th, 2004 |
| 1:40 am |
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| Tuesday, July 20th, 2004 |
| 2:44 pm |
rush
i've offically quit drinking. at least untill i get my PT score where i want it to be. <3 Current Mood: blank |